Worthless, The God Within Is Denial

Lately I have been concentrating on DEATH, To some death is just the End.. To others it is just the Beginning, Throughout my internal search for answers I have come to realise that i am worthless.. To some i am the ALL, But to myself i cannot see further than my own grave.. To watch the energy within the human body just Evaporate, Is harrowing in itself, but to actually experience this... I have ruined myself, Gone is the happiness and ignorance of youth. All that remains is a bitter and twisted shadow. The grand question now is - How can i carry on?